After nearly a 2 year hiatus i am back to writing (Though not in my other blog)..
Let me give u a gist of What's hot&happening in my life!!
My School Life is officially OVER!!! I passed out with a State rank..I instantly shot to fame,hit the limelight etc..But i really don't think it entered into my head..I'm still the same old silly pilly girl who messes things up big time!! LOL!! But my bivouac of fame is over!!!But to be honest, It really didn't mean a thing to me although people keep reminding me that i am a rank holder..duh..!!
Well apart from that I'm unable to believe that I'm actually a College student now..FYI i really don't go to college :D I'm sure u are surprised to read this..Yes I chose commerce stream and i decided to tread a path less taken by boldly deciding to do B.com through Correspondence!! It was increasingly felt that i had to focus more on CA,ICWA&ACS and in order to become a Triplet i had to forgo my college life..!!
You Might be wondering how on earth a ranker would be so dumb that she actually decided to skip college!!! Let me tell you that i really don't mind sacrificing my college life because i am pretty sure that if i have to achieve something,i've to give up some fun!!It was a conscious decision taken my dad who happens to be the deciding authority of my house!! Initially i relented..but After a long huff&puff we came to a consensus and i gave in to my dad's demands!!
I wrote my CPT(C.A entrance exam)on 28Th June.It was really challenging as my family was in a tumultuous state then..I literally had no dear support to lift my spirits!!My grand dad was down with cerebral malaria,typhoid and numerous other diseases:( My grand ma had fainted and fractured her neck..My dad was having a tough time @ office and poor mom!! She had to run around catering to all our needs..
On the day before my exam,my grand ma fainted and i caught here before she fell..Later on she puked and i was completely distressed on seeing my dear angel suffer :( I was so helpless!!I was just hoping that things should get better soon :) But when i came home after writing my exam,i told my grand ma that i had done really well..She came to me and held my hands..She was caught in an emotional tug of war between euphoria,exultation and a sense of relief!! She thanked me for withstanding so much mental agony and apologised for having caused a lot of trouble to me before my exam!! I was almost in tears but i held my nerve.. I affirmed her that it was my duty to study come what may!! I also ensured that i didn't let loose my emotions ;)
So what was i really doing during the whole of summer???
I was lazing around for the whole of April&may..studying only for some tests and sort of relaxing a lot @ RR academy!! In fact i changed myself so much that i myself couldn't believe that I'd been doing some trivial things and killing my time!!For instance i used to see TV for long not realising what i was actually doing.. LOL!! I actually loved each and every moment of it as I'd never been so jobless till then ;)
For me life has always been a CAT- MOUSE Chase between myself&studies!! it is up to u to decide who is cat&who is mouse :D
But life's just been great thus far!! I'd the best three months of my life (April-June)!!Truly unbelievable for more than one reasons :) Life just can't get any better!! I simply enjoyed each and every moment :) I was in a whole new world..experiencing new things :) I stepped out of my coveted shell and saw the real world!! I was in the process of understanding all the nuances of life :) I may not have succeeded 100% but my success rate is somewhere in the average level.Come on No man can actually know what life is all about!!
I earnestly hope & pray that my happiness Will last forever!! How i wish life is always a bed of roses for me :) I know there will be thorns here and there but I've hope in myself and god that I'll be able to remove those thorns away and lead a life that I'm wishing for :)
But as they say "all good things come to an end",I'm sure there's something ominous in store for me..It is just a matter of time before it actually unfolds.Let me see how i am going to deal with it..After all Life ain't always fair :)
